I'm crying lmao I haven't written a journal in literally a year.
Anyways, a lot has happened!! I got my horse up here, we worked and bonded, he tore a ligament in his shoulder, he started getting better, then got a soft tissue injury in his leg!! A total of 6 months lameness and I've only had him for 10 months!
I lost a lot of friends, but loyal friends are still with me. I learned a lot of hard lessons, cried, a lot. And more importantly, I graduated. I got out of the highschool which I've come to seriously loathe. (For very valid reasons, I almost lost an $11,000 scholarship because of that school.) I got into my 5 top colleges, and got scholarships to all of them!
As you can tell August is coming to an end, and I'm attending college, Paul Smith's College of the Adirondacks to be specific. I'm majoring in biology so I can move on to marine biology in grad school. I have a long road of education ahead of me, as well as new journeys and adventures considering I'll be all the way on the other side of the country. So y'all might be thinking (probably not though), "waIt TeAmuSH whAt dOEs ThIs mEaN fOR YoU AnD dEVIanTaRt?????????????".
The short answer, I don't know! I don't know what it means and I don't know what will come of my interest as an artist. I'm bringing my tablet and other art supplies, but I don't know how much time I'll have for actual art. Though my horse will not be joining me to college, so my depression and anxiety will probably manifest and I'll just art to get it alllll out (lmao).
Anyways anyways, I've already been far less active on here then I used to be when I was in highschool, and I think that's because it's just easier to be apart of the instagram (@crabmush) and tumblr (@crabmush) community than it is on here. Albeit it's more friendly on here but. I'll try and submit art regularly, as I have been, and I still need to draw references for I think like 4 EBs so.. Horses will still be apart of the norm.
I just wanted to check in and tell you all that I won't be as active anymore, and please follow my other social media accounts, there's A LOT MORE you don't see on here!!
Love you guys, ttyl lmao